lost

Hey..

i know it's unnecessary to appear in this kind of time, but you know me. 

i'll write exactly in this time.

*inhale*

*exhale*

Lost.

did i? i get 2 yes answers. literally and meaningly. 

first, i can't hide my sadness for losing my SOL23, my just 3 months mobile phone. My first phone i brought home by my savings.

Previously, i bought it for my subtitution phone. Since my actual phone was getting broken on July :( and the CS said it would be fixed around 3 months.
Well, while waiting, i decided to look for a subtitution, for temporal. But after i meet my SOL23, it turns into love in the first sight. lol no. i tried to use it just like an alternate, but by the time it had me, all of myself's saved on it. 

everything was just fine, everyday was so fine.

until.......

i couldn't take my eyes, my hands off it. I hold it for likely 24 hours. 

I know my activities were going around it. 

I thought it was still normal, still being human as well.

But maybe Almighty God saw me being a slave. 

Maybe He saw me being so far, so far from Him. 

Maybe i was turned into a human being He hates me to be.

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and that day...He saved me.