i do remember you

HAHAHAA i do not know how to start
oh god i unexpectedly remembered about this blog, my blog
so long, no, too long, blog :')
miss me? no? me too HAHA
i dumped you? well, sort of..hahaha sorry but i love soc-med more :p

hahahah haduuuh this shit's reaaal!! my writing, my story, my written thought in the middle of the night, my style of writing, my face, that faceee!! god! how could i uploaded that photooo! i didn't even know what i was thinking at that time :S hahaha

such a...what is it? i open my blog, re-read the posts, and feel ashemed of myself, and thinking how stupid i am at that time..but it feels nice to recall the memories, like finding my lost thing.. my blog that have been forgotten for years

although this blog is stupid, too stupid till no one never come to read--well yeah this blog's so much more like diary-_- -- except myself, but i have no regret to make this blog -- hm maybe it's like a child that never be raised well by her/his mother, hiks :(

i know writing is not my thing, since i didnt post regularly :P.  i need to think for minutes what will i write. there so much words, phares, sentences on my mind but it has no linkages to one another. then i re-thinked, changed the words and blablabla. i take a long time to write! how cant it be frustating??!
well actually i'm not frustated at all bhahaha, i dont care.

anyway, since i never come here for 2 years..i want to give you my current me.
you watch me growing, blog ;)

nighty night, blog. see ya in a couple years ahead HAHA

kiss kiss

nb : this post takes an hour to be done>.<