Yo, Bloggie!

Well, since I want to post something without read by any human living so I decided to come here.

I had nightmare last night.
And bad dreams.
Also sweet yet weird one.

Till this post is being written, I feel odd. My brain rewind the dream like 9999 times.

Humm..

Do you ever feel your body cant be moved as you're sleeping, cant even wake, or at least open the eyes and you know that consciously.
I dont know it's my mind make it or you know like I made a vision while my eyes were closed.

I tried to move my hands, my legs. I worked. I was moving to my mom's rooms. But a next second I knew it's only on my mind. Yes I still freeze on my bed. And it's happened many times.

As I knew I cant do nothing, I abandoned. Stuck on the bed, dont know what to do.
And then strange noise was heard. I dont kbow what it is, but it's loud. Not in my ear, it in my mind. Suddenly I feel something spread throughout my body. I was scared. I try to istighfar. But as I tried, the noise and that thing that spread onto my body even louder and the tention was higher. 

And the it's all gone. 

Black out while asleep? I dont know.

But then I dreamed. 

It's a bad dream. I'm sorry but I dont remember..

I woke. And back to sleep. 

Here's started the sweet yet weird dream.

I'm in a kinda luxury pool at the beach with my collage friend. It was "INGATH" event by 2014, but I was like 10 meters away with them. Alone. And then somebody got me. At first I didn't remember who he is. But I tried and I knew him. He's (let's call him) S. Holy what??! He was my crush at junior high school! The silly stupid annoying asshole! Oh God why dont you just die :( kidding! Wkwk
He went to a cottage. I followed him. There was my collage friend, C and his brother. 
She said she go with her elementary school friends. 
So S is C elementary school friends? What a tiny world.

I went back to the pool. Still alone. And suddenly he was at my back. We did small talk, happy chit chat. 

I thought he was over with his gf. Ho thanks God! :p

I dont remember what else next, but and then I woke up. 

Shit.

So it was just a dream? 

Why should I wake???

Well that's it.
Bye 👋